illy dilly wrote:I'm only 22 but I feel like I'm 30.
When I was 30, I felt like I was 22. As I get older, I feel younger every day. I feel like 15 years old now. At this rate, I will be in a diaper soon, pissing myself.
In answer to your question about a cure, time will help to fix this. Also, after several visits to BRC, you will have that familiar feeling and you will be very prepared and organized. The mystique will definately dull over time and you will be able to focus on other things. Sadly, this may take several years.
I remember as a kid going to Disney World for the first time and reading everything I could about the place. After a few visits, I found that I still enjoyed going, but had that "ho-hum, this place again" feeling about it.
Hang in there kid, what you have is very common and things will work themselves out