by pan handle » Mon Sep 15, 2003 1:22 am
i hope that burners learn to be efficient with their resources through necessity on the playa and then return home to use that knowledge to improve their lives. i shower with 3 quarts of water and grow my own food on the playa. i try not to bring much more than i need to the playa, and learn so much about luxury versus necessity.
do i need this house in the hills? the central air, the fat cables leading to the nuclear power plant? wouldn,t many people on this planet feel blessed to have my garage to live in, while i fill it with shit i will never use?
i have no electricity on the playa, and life is fine. i don,t need a computer, and if i only use it to send inconsequential e mails or creatively masturbate with silly ideas, what need does it fulfill? the internet is an amazing way to communicate ideas with people all over the planet, and we search for porn.
the last time i felt like this, i went to live on the beach in a tropical country. i spent years cooking with fire in a little pit, following the natural rhythm of the sun and moon, enhanced by the occasional candle. i used a sailboat, rode bicycles, and ate a lot of fruit growing wild in the area. in other words, i was a monkey {with running water and a wood burning hot tub} as people showed up, cut down all the trees, took sand from the beach to make cement, and brought electricity and it,s attendent appliances, life changed in my little pueblo. the kids started having attitude that they learned from tv, and drugs became a problem as well as theft. innocence is lost there, so i came back to america. i was amazed at how interesting technology became to me, and how luxuries were so magical. for a week or so, and then i resumed taking everything for granted again. i am jaded and cynical, although i do my best to hide it as befits a good burner. i just wonder if this is a superficial thing we do in the desert or if it can really change the world. am i insane to think that we can change the world from the playa, or from anywhere? is everything just fine the way it is, or should we interfere? i really don,t like nuclear energy, but my attitude may change if i have real proof that reincarnation is not a possibility. whether i am kidding or not makes no difference, because there are many people who think like that. my illusion that burners are people of higher consciousness gives me hope, but i would love to hear that it is not just an illusion, and many of us are willing to reduce our personal squandering of this planet,s resources for the sake of our species, if nothing else. i do love you all regardless.