I too have a stronger than normal disgust to other men's dicks for some reason. Although I am a fairly well hung male, I am not in love with my dick either. To me mine is just another one, but because its part of my body, I know it well enough to not be disgusted. If I see a bunch of guys walking around showing their dicks, I'll see the normal twists and turns that are common, the long skinny ones, the fat short ones, the many colors, etc. All of that variety is just gross to me, and I think it's a pretty typical reaction from a straight guy. What's funny is that a lot of women are like that too, even though many do love their man's dick. Most just aren't memerized by the male body quite like many men are by women. Hey, and that's okay by me. I don't really miss my wife checking out every guy's dick. I can live without that any day!