Acceptance

[Leo]

Hi friends,
Concerning the 2012 ticket fiasco, I have gone through Denial, Anger, Bargaining, Depression, and have finally reached Acceptance. I accept that I wont be a citizen of Black Rock City this summer and hope that for 2013 the BMORG will have a rational process for obtaining tickets. I will take this year off from Burning Man and focus on my artwork that I will hopefully be bringing with me to the playa in 2013. It has been cathartic for me to bitch and moan here and on the Burning Man Blog, but now it's time to move on. Perhaps I will see some of you at Critical Massive this summer, and hopefully we will reconnect at the Eplaya meet & greet for 2013.

[Bay Bridge Sue]

I got tickets on the open market 3 weeks before last weeks burn (and it was long sold out by then)... too bad you're giving up so early, but hey, some people quit early for whatever reason.

[theCryptofishist]

I think you overshot "Acceptance" and went into "Passive-Aggressive."

[Leo]

Maybe so, denial has always worked for me!

[ygmir]

Maybe so, denial has always worked for me!

*channeling Cleopatra*

[MrMullen]

With a fifth of Jack Daniel's, I can hang out at Anger for a long time.

[Marscrumbs]

I like passive aggresive. I want virgins to look around and wonder why they spent hundreds of dollars to be in this f'ing dust bowl then stay home next year. But Borg think they have fixed that by getting big camp suckers to build rides for them in exchange for expensive tickets. I say let RV city do it's thing for 2012. Then we might come back.

By the way Dr. Seuss lived on my morning paper route, but I could never get him to subscribe so screw him too!

[ranger magnum]

In the racing community we had an old saying: those who want to race cars, race cars. Those who dont race cars, dont want to race cars.

So your giving up. Thats too bad. You didnt even try.

[Wrath]

I want virgins to look around and wonder why they spent hundreds of dollars to be in this f'ing dust bowl then stay home next year.

Really? I want virgins to see the sickest shit ever. I want them riding an airship sipping a mimosa wondering how the rest of the world is so behind the times.

Furthermore I really really want demand to quintuple next year. Force the issue.

[Drawingablank]

Funny, I started with anger, quickly followed by dissappointment, and then a deep depression really quickly.

By now I have reached a state of acceptance (resignation may be a better word for it) with a tinge of depression - but not acceptance that I won't be there.

I have accepted the way things are and that getting a ticket will be a struggle, but I won't just give up and accept not being able to attend until it actually happens and I will keep planning and making stuff right up to that point.

"grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change;
courage to change the things I can;
and wisdom to know the difference"

[Doriangrey]

This is a nerve racking experience, the lottery was suppose to make getting a ticket easier than waiting online for 5 hours. The lottery didn't work, and now even less chance of buying a tix with the added anxiety of how to be first come first served. Talk about feeling unworthy. I entered the lottery according to the rules and the BM ethos, now I feel stupid I didn't do multiple entries like others did and won't admit. Should have gone for the pre-sale and this nightmare would be over. I am one of those people who needs to make plans soon not everyone is self employed or has flexibility. On Feb 29th when STEP kicks in how long before tickets will be sold and how long does this continue, scalper won't release their tickets until they absolutely need to, but the system just about guarantees a huge scalpers market. Sorry I am such a downer, this whole ticket sale doesn't make me hopeful.

[RedHeaven]

I want virgins to look around and wonder why they spent hundreds of dollars to be in this f'ing dust bowl then stay home next year.

Really? I want virgins to see the sickest shit ever. I want them riding an airship sipping a mimosa wondering how the rest of the world is so behind the times.

Furthermore I really really want demand to quintuple next year. Force the issue.

Epic post

[theCryptofishist]

Of course there have been huge ranges of feelings in the breasts hearts of most of us, even those who won tickets. And I will readily admit that it's been harder than that "Whoops, now plan b" that I had when I couldn't come due to van issues in '10--because 3 weeks later, everyone else was home and posting and telling stories.
My issue may be related to the whole idea of "No Drama." My home in 08, 09, and 11 was a no drama camp, and I really loved that. Anyone who's seen serious camp drama, probably agrees. Yes, the emotional roller coaster ride is not fun. But talking about a "dear john email" or "being rejected" is just hyperbole. If you want a hug, getting on the board and saying "I want a hug" is likelier to garner a positive result from me. Some people have said that this ordeal is "tearing the community apart". I would like to offer up an alternate view--that interacting in an emotionally unconscious way is doing the damage. If we can't say how we feel and what we need we damage ourselves and each other by blundering around like bulls in the china shops of each others' hearts...
So, I feel grumpy. I want to go for the immediate relief of chocolate, but for health reasons I find that unwise. Wanting chocolate and not having in makes me feel grumpy. So now I am in a downward spiral, and I've discovered that the burn is chocolate...

[Doriangrey]

Of course there have been huge ranges of feelings in the breasts hearts of most of us, even those who won tickets. And I will readily admit that it's been harder than that "Whoops, now plan b" that I had when I couldn't come due to van issues in '10--because 3 weeks later, everyone else was home and posting and telling stories.
My issue may be related to the whole idea of "No Drama." My home in 08, 09, and 11 was a no drama camp, and I really loved that. Anyone who's seen serious camp drama, probably agrees. Yes, the emotional roller coaster ride is not fun. But talking about a "dear john email" or "being rejected" is just hyperbole. If you want a hug, getting on the board and saying "I want a hug" is likelier to garner a positive result from me. Some people have said that this ordeal is "tearing the community apart". I would like to offer up an alternate view--that interacting in an emotionally unconscious way is doing the damage. If we can't say how we feel and what we need we damage ourselves and each other by blundering around like bulls in the china shops of each others' hearts...
So, I feel grumpy. I want to go for the immediate relief of chocolate, but for health reasons I find that unwise. Wanting chocolate and not having in makes me feel grumpy. So now I am in a downward spiral, and I've discovered that the burn is chocolate...

[tamarakay]

Found it!

This is an Easter egg hunt game I play. Any guesses?

[ZaphodBurner]

I will take this year off from Burning Man and focus on my artwork that I will hopefully be bringing with me to the playa in 2013.

I did that in 2007, 2009 and 2011. It's kind of difficult to think that I may not be able to go until 2014 if I don't get a ticket this year, especially when tickets are going to people who go every year, or who first heard of Black Rock City last summer.

The fact is, if you haven't sat one or two out, you probably should. It puts the "This-is-my-tenth-fucking-year-and-I-hate-it" nonsense into perspective. Clearly, other people want a turn on the merry-go-round.

I honor, understand and thank you for your decision. Good luck in 2013.

[graidawg]

Found it!

This is an Easter egg hunt game I play. Any guesses?

well i guess its not find the kendoll.

[remi]

du du du... another one bites the dust...

[knowmad]

Yeah the desert is harsh; sometimes it can take a person down from 7 months out. Even faster if you were there and not ready, then despaired and gave up hope.
But Leo, I hope you have better luck at other things in life that require patience and perseverance. On the positive side you have found the secret coping skills of the habitually bitter; token effort, blame throwing, and indignation.

But the others above have already pointed out that you could still burn this year. And this is all the help your fellow eplayan can give you without violating our own code of radical self reliance.

YOU NEED TO MOVE ON.

movingon.gif

[wraith]

Yeah the desert is harsh; sometimes it can take a person down from 7 months out. Even faster if you were there and not ready, then despaired and gave up hope.
But Leo, I hope you have better luck at other things in life that require patience and perseverance. On the positive side you have found the secret coping skills of the habitually bitter; token effort, blame throwing, and indignation.

But the others above have already pointed out that you could still burn this year. And this is all the help your fellow eplayan can give you without violating our own code of radical self reliance.

YOU NEED TO MOVE ON.

movingon.gif

Ya know, I enjoy condescending internet posts as much as the next person, but really? It's just a burn. Saying 'fuck it, too much hassle, gonna go do something else this year' isn't a failure, it's simply making a decision based on what you've decided is more important at the time.

To stay with the passive-aggressive theme : Sorry you're too committed to the image you've built of yourself as an above-all-other-concerns burner to be comfortable with others taking different paths.

[ygmir]

Yeah the desert is harsh; sometimes it can take a person down from 7 months out. Even faster if you were there and not ready, then despaired and gave up hope.
But Leo, I hope you have better luck at other things in life that require patience and perseverance. On the positive side you have found the secret coping skills of the habitually bitter; token effort, blame throwing, and indignation.

But the others above have already pointed out that you could still burn this year. And this is all the help your fellow eplayan can give you without violating our own code of radical self reliance.

YOU NEED TO MOVE ON.

movingon.gif

Ya know, I enjoy condescending internet posts as much as the next person, but really? It's just a burn. Saying 'fuck it, too much hassle, gonna go do something else this year' isn't a failure, it's simply making a decision based on what you've decided is more important at the time.

To stay with the passive-aggressive theme : Sorry you're too committed to the image you've built of yourself as an above-all-other-concerns burner to be comfortable with others taking different paths.

[knowmad]

Yeah the desert is harsh; sometimes it can take a person down from 7 months out. Even faster if you were there and not ready, then despaired and gave up hope.
But Leo, I hope you have better luck at other things in life that require patience and perseverance. On the positive side you have found the secret coping skills of the habitually bitter; token effort, blame throwing, and indignation.

But the others above have already pointed out that you could still burn this year. And this is all the help your fellow eplayan can give you without violating our own code of radical self reliance.

YOU NEED TO MOVE ON.

movingon.gif

Ya know, I enjoy condescending internet posts as much as the next person, but really? It's just a burn. Saying 'fuck it, too much hassle, gonna go do something else this year' isn't a failure, it's simply making a decision based on what you've decided is more important at the time.

To stay with the passive-aggressive theme : Sorry you're too committed to the image you've built of yourself as an above-all-other-concerns burner to be comfortable with others taking different paths.

I Burn 247365 and plan on doing it in the after(next)life too. It's just who I am and how I'm wired. I'll be doing it whether I am on the playa or off. I have that awesome Burny feeling all year round, and with it the grief given to me by others because of their own various reasons. I give willingly; my patience, my advice and my challenges. Some would try to shame me for this and others snipe from the hedges because I stand out in the open. I'm not Sorry for my self image I have created for my self, on the contrary; I am quite proud.

[ygmir]

loving knowmad

[TinkerMom]

Of course there have been huge ranges of feelings in the breasts hearts of most of us, even those who won tickets. And I will readily admit that it's been harder than that "Whoops, now plan b" that I had when I couldn't come due to van issues in '10--because 3 weeks later, everyone else was home and posting and telling stories.
My issue may be related to the whole idea of "No Drama." My home in 08, 09, and 11 was a no drama camp, and I really loved that. Anyone who's seen serious camp drama, probably agrees. Yes, the emotional roller coaster ride is not fun. But talking about a "dear john email" or "being rejected" is just hyperbole. If you want a hug, getting on the board and saying "I want a hug" is likelier to garner a positive result from me. Some people have said that this ordeal is "tearing the community apart". I would like to offer up an alternate view--that interacting in an emotionally unconscious way is doing the damage. If we can't say how we feel and what we need we damage ourselves and each other by blundering around like bulls in the china shops of each others' hearts...
So, I feel grumpy. I want to go for the immediate relief of chocolate, but for health reasons I find that unwise. Wanting chocolate and not having in makes me feel grumpy. So now I am in a downward spiral, and I've discovered that the burn is chocolate...

I want a hug........

And some of that Burner Chocolate..........

[Leo]

Hi Wraith,
You said it much more eloquently then I did! Fuck It, I'm sitting this burn out and plan to be back for 2013.
Thanks!

[Drawingablank]

Yeah the desert is harsh; sometimes it can take a person down from 7 months out. Even faster if you were there and not ready, then despaired and gave up hope.
But Leo, I hope you have better luck at other things in life that require patience and perseverance. On the positive side you have found the secret coping skills of the habitually bitter; token effort, blame throwing, and indignation.

But the others above have already pointed out that you could still burn this year. And this is all the help your fellow eplayan can give you without violating our own code of radical self reliance.

YOU NEED TO MOVE ON.

movingon.gif

Ya know, I enjoy condescending internet posts as much as the next person, but really? It's just a burn. Saying 'fuck it, too much hassle, gonna go do something else this year' isn't a failure, it's simply making a decision based on what you've decided is more important at the time.

To stay with the passive-aggressive theme : Sorry you're too committed to the image you've built of yourself as an above-all-other-concerns burner to be comfortable with others taking different paths.

I Burn 247365 and plan on doing it in the after(next)life too. It's just who I am and how I'm wired. I'll be doing it whether I am on the playa or off. I have that awesome Burny feeling all year round, and with it the grief given to me by others because of their own various reasons. I give willingly; my patience, my advice and my challenges. Some would try to shame me for this and others snipe from the hedges because I stand out in the open. I'm not Sorry for my self image I have created for my self, on the contrary; I am quite proud.

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OK - I know saying +1 or +1,000 is out of fashion so I just gave you + the first 60,000 digits of Pi (give or take, I can't be bothered to count them). I tried to give you 120k, but the per post character limit is 60k.

[socks]

I accept that most of the so called newbie tickets are in the hands of scalpers.I accept I will never play by the rules again when it comes to buying tickets.I accept the fact that some people in our burner community are far better than I and should get special treatment.I accept I will not see my friends this year on the playa unless I buy my ticket from a scalper.

[theCryptofishist]

((((((Doriangrey)))))) (psst. Give my regards to Oscar...)
((((((TinkerMom))))))

[wraith]

Yeah the desert is harsh; sometimes it can take a person down from 7 months out. Even faster if you were there and not ready, then despaired and gave up hope.
But Leo, I hope you have better luck at other things in life that require patience and perseverance. On the positive side you have found the secret coping skills of the habitually bitter; token effort, blame throwing, and indignation.

But the others above have already pointed out that you could still burn this year. And this is all the help your fellow eplayan can give you without violating our own code of radical self reliance.

YOU NEED TO MOVE ON.

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Ya know, I enjoy condescending internet posts as much as the next person, but really? It's just a burn. Saying 'fuck it, too much hassle, gonna go do something else this year' isn't a failure, it's simply making a decision based on what you've decided is more important at the time.

To stay with the passive-aggressive theme : Sorry you're too committed to the image you've built of yourself as an above-all-other-concerns burner to be comfortable with others taking different paths.

I Burn 247365 and plan on doing it in the after(next)life too. It's just who I am and how I'm wired. I'll be doing it whether I am on the playa or off. I have that awesome Burny feeling all year round, and with it the grief given to me by others because of their own various reasons. I give willingly; my patience, my advice and my challenges. Some would try to shame me for this and others snipe from the hedges because I stand out in the open. I'm not Sorry for my self image I have created for my self, on the contrary; I am quite proud.

Just gonna blow your mind for a second... if taking the ethos out into the world is a good and important thing, why look down on someone for deciding not to come out to the dust?

[knowmad]

Drawingablank I Love You Man!
You Just made my Day!

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