KestrelSF wrote:Colonel Monk wrote:Yeah, that's kind of the expected reply coming from people who are gonna get a ticket out of that decision.
I don't know if my camp has been selected or not yet. So I'm saying this with only a 50/50 shot. Which admittedly is better than someone that isn't in a camp that was registered last year. But guess I've already gone and shot my mouth off so I'll just have the STFU and suck it if we don't. Yeah, a good bit of the oxygen got sucked out of the room when I asked her to clarify the selection process and she let us know that only about 1/2 of the camps were selected. But there was an overall very positive mood in the room. My suggestion if you want to be assured a ticket would be go volunteer for some essential volunteer duty like cleanup crew. I got to chat with D.A. at dinner. We've never talked before and he's really amazing. He's there from late July to September. He says he has like a sense of what the MOOP is going to look like each year but this year ... he just doesn't know. Maybe we should change the theme this year from Fertility to Chaos ... like Loki chaos ... coyote. We have no idea what is gonna happen.
I didn't realize that that when I posted, somehow I didn't see the "only 50%" thing in the announcement, all I saw was "I'm SOL"...
Yes, I have volunteered. I attempted to join the rangers a few years ago and a badly healing knee injury kept me from being initiated (despite the fact I would never walk a shift anyway, I'd ride a bike - and I finished my shift, they just felt that the injury would impede my abilities in a pinch..

) I haven't been able to fully reattempt for the same reason, just had surgery again last month and recuperating now. I'm taking 6 months off work to try and heal, rehab and regain the strength I need to do this. So, yeah, it's killing me to not have a ticket, when I've gone all in with my life this year to make this happen. I'm living in my Burning Man RV "Charlene" so I can afford not to work and fix my issues that have kept me from volunteering the way I want to. When you volunteer direct for the org they do not hand out tickets, at least not for rangers... You have to work a minimum number of shifts (I think 30- 40 hours) to be eligible for a discounted ticket. It's a tough way to get a chance at a ticket.
Barring being able to do this officially, I still camp at Outpost Tokyo, I answer questions for burners all day, I unofficially ranger them when nobody is around, I fix bicycles, I tag cameras, I help open cars when people lock their keys in, I cook for our camp of volunteers, mix drinks, DJ, built an electric mutant vehicle and taxi people around the city, everything I can and then some to give back. Two years ago I stayed the week after the event and helped with Ranger Logistics, as well as breaking down the outpost and mooping the area. Was probably in the last few hundred people to leave the playa that year.
I'm not special, I'm like 1,000s of other people that have made this a huge part of my life. Unfortunately I'm just a person who goes religiously, and I'll probably only be missed by the people in my camp and some other acquaintances.
The thought of bucket-list spectators being able to attend while I am not is maddening. The Borg really messed up on this, there's got to be 100s or 1000s of folks like me that might not be able to go because of this effing mess. While I generally take the high road on stuff like this and am not easy to get upset, my dreams of finally participating the way I've wanted to all this time have been trashed now.
I think I'll go have a good cry, haha
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